No One Said Life is Fair

It's always unfortunate when you lose a loved one unexpectedly. I have come to the new knowledge, that sometimes it is even worse to lose someone slowly. I have heard this before, and I believed it. After all, it sounds about as true as anything else that I have ever heard. Now I am actually going through it. It sucks. My heart goes out to anyone else that has had to go through this. If you have not, just wait.
My grandpa is ninety years old. He was keeping it together pretty well. He certainly was not at the top pf his game, but considering his age and his circumstances, he was doing very well. Then just a couple weeks ago he just lost it. Suddenly the term "fallen off the rocker" makes more sense. No one knows what exactly happened. He spent a while in the hospital, and they couldn't find a solution. They think that maybe he stopped breathing in his sleep for a little while, and now he has brain damage. I guess it doesn't matter what caused it. The point is that now my grandpa is stuck in a nursing home, and he has absolutely no idea what is going on around him. It's just so sad.
And, of course, it comes now, when I feel like every other wall is caving it. That's life. I understand, I really do. Sometimes you just need to vent...