Prayer can be a tricky thing.
It brings such comfort and such joy.
But what if you found out that the thing that you wanted wasn't something that you were supposed to do or have?
What if you weren't sure that what the answer was?
I know that any answer that is recieved is best.... but that doesn't always make it easier.
I guess that is where faith comes in.
But is my faith really as strong as I thought that it was?
Is it enough to follow in blind faith?
Is it enough to give up all these things that I hold dear, hoping that something better really will come?
Oh... I just hope that I can make the right decision....
But there isn't much time.
Everything just seems so impossible.
